Harun and Ika's essay

GLOOMY GLOOMY GLOOMY

Gloomy is a condition in which a person feels down. It is often a product of rumination, the grating mental do-overs of horrible past events, usually with no solution in sight. Being gloomy will cause a person to be depressed. Which will be followed by a willingness to suffer and it might even cause that person to commit suicide.

The gloomy person is easy to get depressed. He/she thinks too much of their problem and will not care about their surrounding because all he/she care is their own suffer. He/she thinks that no one will understand their feeling and none will willingly help them solving their problem. Feeling lonely, he/she won’t show mercy to the other, instead of hurting anyone else. All he/she think is how hard the situation he/she face, and even though he/she has something else that he/she has to do, he/she will not do it.  Moreover, even though he/she does their work, he/she does it incorrectly. That’s because he/she lose their intention of work. If it goes for a long time, he/she will start to feel hopeless. He/she will easily get mad or sad caused by merely small problems. For them, everything looks worse, every problem looks bigger than it should be. Then, he/she will stop to face their life and try to forget their problem by drinking alcohol or consuming drugs instead of facing and solving their problem.

After getting depressed, the gloomy person will choose to suffer. For the first time, he/she just simply late to eat. Then he/she will forget to eat. Later, he/she will hurt themselves. In the beginning he/she would not care about their surrounding, making them being careless and eventually he/she will get the scar incidentally in some accidents like scratches from a thorn, bruises from falling over etc. At first, they will ignore the pain caused by those incidents. But then, he/she will search for more pain by making “incidents” such as scratching their hand with a cutter, or in a serious case, stabbing their body with a knife. For us, it sounds scary, but for them who experience gloomy, it isn’t as bad as their suffering.

In the very critical condition, the gloomy person will commit suicide. It happens because he/she can’t hold their feeling anymore. He/she feels that he/she has nothing to do in this world and he/she doesn’t deserve to live anymore. He/she also feels that none will sad if he/she dies, and anyone will be glad if the gloomy person is gone instead. If this happens, it will be a blow to people who love him/her. Eventually, they will probably get the same condition, gloomy.

So, one should not stay in a gloomy state for a long time. It will cause a negative effect that will be followed by other negative effects. Therefore, beware of being gloomy for it will affect your life.